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Tuesday, November 15th, 2005
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12:10 am - Butter Face...
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GLACOMA...EAT MY SHORTS...
WISDOM TEETH...YOU SUCK...
Hopefully, I'll be able to make to Tally to see my girls this weekend...We shall see...
current mood: groggy
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| Thursday, November 3rd, 2005
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12:20 am - To Chris...
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It's good to see your face in the morning It helps me to face the day I see you lighting candles As I turn away
I want you, I need you in a way that confuses me but it's good to hold you but it's better when you're not there it's better when you're not there it's better when I don't care about the things you say in the world's worst way It's better when you're not there
But somehow it waits till the morning I feel your eyes on me It's a such a perfect moment It almost sets me free
I wanted to keep you holding in while you're pulling away It's good to know you but it's better when you're not there it's better when you're not there it's better when I don't care about the things you say in the world's worst way It's better when you're not there It's better when you're not there
It's good to see your face in the picture It's amazing what I miss It's always right in the moment when you're colored by your kiss
I wanted to tell you there are times when I think of your face It's good to know you but it's better you're not there it's better when you're not there it's better when I don't care about the things you say in the worlds worst way It's better when you're not there It's better when you're not there
current mood: confused
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| Tuesday, September 27th, 2005
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12:56 am - Transitions...
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Lately, I've been thinking and I find it very ironic that when you are a kid you want nothing more than to be older and more mature. But once you finally make that transition into being an adult all you want to do is go back to a simpler time in your life just to be a kid with no worries for just one moment. Life was just soo much easier without bills, work, and relationships. I've been severly stressed out in the last few weeks. Work is not making me happy and I have no idea how to make it seem less difficult. I've been looking into starting up my own business but of course that requires money which at the moment I have very little of but hopefully I can find a place and get a small business loan from the bank. My dad has been gone alot which is both good and bad. Good because I can have my own life and space since I'm not constantly fighting with him. Bad because this is a time where I really wish I had a parent to help find some sort of direction for my life and he's just not there. Luckily, right now I'm working alot and making a decent amount of money but working two jobs is proving harder than I ever imagined it could be. As for relationships I've been dating alot but the two guys who are taking me out don't seem to get that I just want to be friends with them and that just seems to be making matters worse. But Chris and John are two good guys who make me laugh in their own unique ways even if I don't feel that romantic connection. The one guy I do want I never really get to see that often but the next time I do see him I'm most definitely going to attempt to ask him out even if I have to pay. I like him alot and he's cute and hilarious and perfect so I'm crossing my fingers that I get to see him really soon and he's not already involved with someone. Well, hopefully by the end of the year I'll be one step closer to my dream of owning my own business and have a hot guy to share my success with. And the cherry on top will be going off to Greece for two weeks. I can't wait to see where my life goes!
current mood: bored
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| Friday, August 19th, 2005
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12:34 am - A Note To Anyone Who Cares
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I finally got a new cell phone since my other one got stolen...So if you want to call me that's your best bet...My number is (904)347-6801...Call me anytime...We all know I LOVE to talk...Muah!!!
current mood: amused
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| Saturday, July 30th, 2005
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5:51 pm - Party
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Hey ya'll...I'm graduating next weekend as many of you know already and I will be having a little beach party on Sunday the 7th to celebrate...Basically, it starts at like 12 but we'll be there pretty much all day and then hit up a bar or something later that night...The beach we are going to is right by 206 and if you want to come and need directions just let me know...Everyone is invited and if you have people you want to bring invite them too...I hope everyone can make it!!...Love ya guys...
current mood: tired
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| Saturday, July 23rd, 2005
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9:26 pm
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Part Expert Kisser | You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable | Part Passionate Kisser | For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble |
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9:02 pm - What's Your Power Color?
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| Your Power Color Is Indigo |  At Your Highest:
You are on a fast track to success - and others believe in you.
At Your Lowest:
You require a lot of attention and praise.
In Love:
You see people as how you want them to be, not as how they are.
How You're Attractive:
You're dramatic flair makes others see you as mysterious and romantic.
Your Eternal Question:
"Does This Work Into My Future Plans?" |
current mood: tired
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| Wednesday, July 20th, 2005
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11:20 pm - Why?
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Why is it the guy you want doesn't want you? And the one you don't want wants you? And for the love of God why do they have to have the same name?!?!
current mood: envious
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| Friday, July 1st, 2005
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11:45 am - 4th of July
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What the hell is everyone doing this weekend????...I need ideas!!!
current mood: drunk
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| Friday, June 24th, 2005
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9:44 pm
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Emotional
Sometimes I get emotional Sometimes I do some stupid things Sometimes I say what I should just keep inside Sometimes I'm sad about everything Sometimes I'm mad and break some things Sorry times 10 but you just got in the way
Don't give up now running away I won't hurt you sometimes I'm just a pain And that's the way it is That's just the way I am
Sometimes I feel like crying Laying down and dying That's when I need you Laughing's always easy, but sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me That's when I feel emotional
You say I'm just impossible Totally unpredictable I'm just a girl get use to it No big deal You can't change me why would you try? I'm no angel but I can make you smile And that's the way it is That's just the way I am
Sometimes I feel like crying Laying down and dying That's when I need you Laughing's always easy but, sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me That's when I feel emotional
Don't give up I won't hurt you Oh, sometimes I'm just a pain And that's the way it is That's just the way I am
That's just the way I am Sometimes I feel like crying Laying down and dying That's when I need you Laughing's always easy but sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me That's when I feel emotional
That's when I need you Laughing's always easy but, sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me That's when I feel oh yeah That's when I need you Sometimes I get emotional
current mood: quixotic
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7:40 pm - Shoot Me!!!!
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001. ( )Napoleon Dynamite 002. (x)Saw 003. ( )White Noise 004. ( )White Oleander 005. ( )Anger Management 006. (X)50 First Dates 007. ( )Jason X 008. ( )Scream 009. ( )Scream 2 010. ( )Scream 3 011. (X)Scary Movie 012. ()Scary Movie 2 013. (x)Scary Movie 3 014. (x)American Pie 015. (X)American Pie 2 016. ( )American Wedding 017. (x)Harry Potter 018. (x)Harry Potter 2 019. (x)Harry Potter 3 020. ( )Resident Evil I 021. ( )Resident Evil 2 022. (x)The Wedding Singer 023. ( )Little Black Book 024. ( )The Village 025. ( )Donnie Darko 026. (x)Lilo & Stitch 027. (X)Finding Nemo 028. ( )Finding Neverland 029. ( )13 Ghosts 030. (x) Signs 031. (x)The Grinch 032. ( )Texas Chainsaw Massacre 033. ( )White Chicks 034. ( )Butterfly Effect 035. (x)Thirteen going on 30 036. ( )I Robot 037. (x)Dodge ball 038. ( )Universal Soldier 039. ( ) A Series Of Unfortunate Events 040. (X) Along Came A Spider 041. ( ) Deep impact 042. ( ) KingPin 043. (x)Never Been Kissed 044. (X)Meet The Parents 045. ( )Meet The Fockers 046. ( )Eight Crazy Nights 047. ( )A Cinderella Story 048. ( )The Terminal 049. ( )The Lizzie McGuire Movie 050. (x)Passport to Paris 051. (x)Dumb & Dumber 052. ( )Dumb & Dumberer 053. (x)Final Destination 054. ( )Final Destination 2 055. ( )Halloween 056. (x)The Ring 057. ( ) The Ring 2 058. (X)Harold & Kumar (white castle) 059. (X)Practical Magic 060. (x)Chicago 061. ( )Ghost Ship 062. ( )From Hell 063. ( )Hellboy 064. (x)Secret Window 065. ( )I Am Sam 066. ( )The Whole Nine Yards 067. ( )The Whole Ten Yards 068. ( ) The Day After Tomorrow 069. ( )Child's Play 070. ( )Bride of Chucky 071. (x)Ten Things I Hate About You 072. (x)Just Married 073. (X)Gothika 074. ( ) A Nightmare on Elm Street 075. (x)Sixteen Candles 076. (X) Bad Boys 077. (X)Bad Boys 2 078. (X) Joy Ride 079. ( )Seven (SE7EN) 080. (X)Oceans Eleven 081. ( )Oceans Twelve 082. ( )Identity 083. ( )Lone Star 084. (X)Bedazzled 085. ( )Predator I 086. ( )Predator II 087. (X) Independence Day 088. ( )Cujo 089. ( )A Bronx Tale 090. ( )darkness Falls 091. ( )Christine 092. (x) ET 093. ( )Children of the Corn 094. ( )My boss' daughter 095. (x)Maid in Manhattan 096. ( )Frailty 097. ( )Best bet 098. (x)How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days 099. (X)She's All That 100. (x)Calendar Girls 101. ( )Sideways 102. (X)Mars Attacks 103. ( )Event Horizon 104. (x)Ever after 105. (x)Forrest Gump 106. ( )Big Trouble in Little China 107. (X)X-men 1 108. (X)x-men 2 109. ( )Jeepers Creepers 110. ( )Jeepers Creepers 2 111. ( )Catch Me If You Can 112. (x)The Others 113. (x)Freaky Friday 114. ( )Reign of Fire 115. (X)Cruel Intentions 116. ( )Hot Chicks 117. (x)Swimfan 118. ( ) Miracle 119. ( )Old School 120. ( ) Ray 121. (x) The Notebook 122. ( )K-Pax 123. (X)Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring 124. ( )Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers 125. ( )Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King 126. (X)A Walk to Remember 127. ( )Boogeyman 128. (x)Hitch 129. ( )Back Door Sluts 9 130. (X)South Park: Bigger, Longer and Uncut 131. ( ) the Fifth Element 132. ( )Star wars episode I 133. ( )Star wars episode II 134. ( )Star wars episode IV 135. ( ) Star wars episode V 136. ( )Star wars episode VI 137. (X)Troop Beverly Hills 138. ( )Swimming with Sharks 139. ( )Trainspotting 140. ( )People under the stairs 141. ( )Blue Velvet 142. (x)Sound of music 143. (x)Parent Trap 144. ( )The Burbs 145. ( )SLC Punk 146. (X)Meet Joe Black 147. ( )Wild girls 148. ( )A Clockwork Orange 149. ( )The Order 150. (X)Spiderman 151. ( )Spiderman 2 152. ( )Amelie 153. (x)Mean Girls 154. (X)Shrek 155. (x)Shrek 2 156. (x)The Incredibles 157. ( )Collateral 158. (X)The Fast & The Furious 159. ( )2 Fast 2 Furious 160. ( )Sky Captain & The World of Tomorrow 161. ( )Closer 162. (X)The Sixth Sense 163. ( )Artificial intelligence 164. ( )Love actually 165. ( )Shutter 166. ( )Ella Enchanted 167. (x)Princess diaries 1 168. (x)Princess diaries 2 169. ( )Constantine 170. ( )Million Dollar Baby 171. ( )life of david gale 172. ( )25th hour 173. ( )vanilla sky 174. ( )Eternal sunshine of a spotless mind 175. (X)Boogy Nights 176. (X)braveheart 177. ( )the anarchist cook book
current mood: bored
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| Tuesday, June 21st, 2005
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5:11 pm
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I love you! When I look up at the moon at night I'll always remember you.
current mood: drained
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| Sunday, June 19th, 2005
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9:54 pm
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We shall see...
current mood: cynical
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| Thursday, June 16th, 2005
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11:47 pm - What's Soo Wonderful About Life
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Good Lord, these last few days have been torture. I'm still at home but my dad came back about 2 days ago and its just been awkward at best around here. I should be heading back to school but no one is there right now since everyone is going home for Father's Day plus I was just informed yesterday that I suddenly have a new roommate that came out of nowhere. Her name is Tiffany (I hate that name almost as much as I hate my own) and she just graduated from high school. It sucks because "Hi, I'm about to graduate from college!!!". I'm still smoking in the house and throwing parties and she can go f*ck herself if she has a problem with that. Oh, and she has a boyfriend who WILL NOT being crashing at our place if she wants to live with me. I've gotten hard in my old age. Unfortunately, there is nothing to do here at the moment since I'm not working and Vanessa is sick. Plus, my surfboard is totally messed up and in need of repair so I can't surf. Basically, I'm bored, lonely, and miserable. I still have 6 more weeks of school (KILL ME!) and no job prospects at all, nowhere to live, no money. To sum up this whole entry in three words: I AM SCREWED!!!
Please leave me some love people...I'm dying here!!
current mood: dirty
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| Friday, June 10th, 2005
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10:47 pm - Something To Do Besides Drink...
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A- Age of your first kiss: 12
B- Band you are listening to right now: I'm watching Days in Swedish
C- Crush: None at the moment
D- Dad's name: John
E- Easiest person to talk to: Ashley
F- Favorite ice cream: I'm not a fan of ice cream...I like fruity ice pops
G- Gummy worms or gummy bears?: I take my gummies any way I can get them...
H- Hometown: Fishkill, NY
I- Instruments: I used to play the guitar
J- Junior high: I didn't go to one...I was a Catholic school child so my elementary school was St. Dennis/St. Columba
K- Kids: I'm not sure I should have any...
L- Longest car ride ever: St. Augustine to California
M- Mom's name: Margaret
N- Nicknames: Wucy Wu, Lucy Leu, LUC, Lullabelle, Lu, Wucy
O- One wish: Well, its not realistic at all but to talk to my mother one last time...
P- Phobia[s]: Becoming obese...I'm scared of fat...
Q- Quote: "Life is all about ass; you're either covering it, laughing it off, kicking it, kissing it, busting it, trying to get a piece of it, or behaving like one".
R- Reason to smile: When a little kid waves and smiles at you through a Subway window...
S- Song you sang last: Don't You Forget About Me from the Breakfast Club
T- Time you woke up today: 10 a.m
U- Unknown fact about me: I like to be alone alot
V- Vegetable[s] you hate: Any of the red ones...Green, Yellow, Orange, and White are ok...
W- Worst habit: Playing with my hair
X- X-rays you've had: Ankle and some stomach thing...
Y - Years since you've been to church: I went at Easter
Z- Zodiac sign: Gemini baby!
current mood: amused
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| Monday, June 6th, 2005
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8:31 pm - Passing the time...
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--FIRSTS-- First best friend: for real? michelle First car: mazda protege First date: mike First real kiss: mike First screen name: tabath31 First self purchased CD: alabama First pets: fish First piercing/tattoo: ears First musician/singer you remember hearing in your house: charlie daniels band
--LASTS--
Last cigarette: just now
Last car ride: me driving: today to the store not me driving: yesterday with vanessa to go surfing Last kiss: robert
Last good cry: at the movies on thursday
Last library book checked out: something for school Last movie seen: sisterhood of the traveling pants Last beverage drank: raspberry smirnoff Last food consumed: ice cream sandwich Last phone call: jennie Last time showered: today Last shoes worn: flip flops Last cd played: britney spears Last item bought: food and liquor Last annoyance: dad Last disappointment: dad Last shirt worn: t-shirt Last website visited: livejournal Last im: ash and ali Last word you said: :-) Last song you sang: 40 kinds of sadness What color socks are you wearing? none What's under your bed? nothing What time did you wake up today? 12
--FUTURE-- Where do you want to go? surfing or to a bar What is your career going to be? no idea Where are you going to live? Cali How many kids do you want? none What kind of car(s): sports car
--CURRENT-- Current mood: i'm drunk so a little off Current music: air conditioner Current hair: down
Current clothes: tshirt and jeans Current annoyance(s): nothing...there is no one around to annoy me Current desktop picture: hp one Current book: none Current color of toenails: none Current hate: myself and dad
--UNIQUE -- 1. Nervous Habits? playing with my hair 2. Are you double jointed? in my finger 3. Can you roll your tongue? yeah like 3 or 4 different ways 4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? yeah
5 Can you blow a spit bubble? yeah 6. Can you cross your eyes? yes 7. Tattoos? naw 8. Piercings and where?: ears and nose 9. Do you make your bed daily?: no
-- CLOTHES -- 10. Which shoe goes on first? right 11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone?: yeah 12. On the average, how much money do you carry in your wallet?: 20-100 13. What jewelry do you wear 24/7?: nose ring 14. Favorite piece of clothing?: jeans
-- FOOD -- 15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: twirl 16. Have you ever eaten Spam?: naw 17. Favorite ice cream flavor?: vanilla 18. How many cereals in your cabinet?: 1
19. What's your favorite beverage?: diet sprite, barcadi, and smirnoff 20. What's your favorite restaurant?: oasis or outback 21. Do you cook?: on occasion
-- GROOMING -- 22. How often do you brush your teeth? 2 times a day 23. Hair drying method?: none 24. Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair?: yes
-- MANNERS -- 25. Do you swear? hell yes 26. Do you ever spit?: all the time
-- WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE -- 27. Animal?: horse 28. Food?: donuts 29. Month?: july 30. Day?: friday 31. Favorite Cartoon Character?: any character from family guy 32. Shoe Brand?: old navy 33. Subject in school?: acting 34. Color?: orange or brown 35. Sport?: basketball and surfing 36. TV show?: gilmore girls and family guy
-- IN AND AROUND ROOM -- 41. The CD player?: in my car 42. Person you talk most on the phone with?: vanessa 43. Ever taken a cab?: yeah in hawaii and new york 44. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors?: yes 45. What color is your bedroom?: white 46. Do you use an alarm clock?: my PDA 47. Window seat or aisle? aisle
-- LA LA LAND -- 48. What's your sleeping position?: on my side or back 49. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket?: yes 50. Do you snore?: yes 51. Do you sleepwalk? yes 52. Do you talk in your sleep? no 53. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? no 54. How about with the light on? no 55. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on? no
current mood: drunk
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| Sunday, June 5th, 2005
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12:30 am - Unwritten...
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I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned
Staring at the blank page before you Open up the dirty window Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance So close you can almost taste it Release your innovations Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins The rest is still unwritten
Oh, oh, oh
I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way
Staring at the blank page before you Open up the dirty window Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance So close you can almost taste it Release your inner visions Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins
Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins The rest is still unwritten
Staring at the blank page before you Open up the dirty window Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance So close you can almost taste it Release your inner visions Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins
Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins The rest is still unwritten The rest is still unwritten The rest is still unwritten
current mood: lethargic
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| Tuesday, May 31st, 2005
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11:51 am - Ash...I'm hopping on board...
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THREE NAMES YOU GO BY: 1. Lucy 2. LUC 3. Wucy Wu or Lucy Lu
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD: 1. Lovagurl43 2. Wucy_Wu 3. Lullabelle
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. eyes 2. nose 3. hair
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. hips 2. ankles 3. thighs
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE: 1. german 2. portuguese 3. native american
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU: 1. people who can't dance 2. relationships 3. being poor for the rest of my life
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS: 1. cigarettes 2. car 3. food
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW: 1. sweatshirt 2. sweat pants 3. nose ring
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS: 1. linkin park 2. the killers 3. rob thomas
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS: (right now) 1. lonely no more by rob thomas 2. faint by linkin park 3. smack my ass by puddle of mudd
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP: 1. comfort 2. security 3. laughter
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order): 1. i'm not wearing any underwear 2. i enjoy topless tanning 3. i'm drunk right now
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU 1. smile 2. ass 3. eyes
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES: 1. surfing 2. making videos 3. watching TV
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW: 1. surf 2. sleep 3. get a tan
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED: 1. casting director 2. marine biologist 3. film editor or director
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION: 1. GREECE 2. tahiti 3. australia
THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE: 1. Samantha 2. Lucas 3. Lily
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: 1. go to as many countries as i can 2. make an independent film 3. move to LA
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL OR BOY: 1. i like dressing sexy 2. i watch soap operas 3. i love experimenting with makeup
current mood: creative
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| Thursday, May 26th, 2005
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11:52 pm
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I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FREAKIN' BORED!!!!!! I NEED ATTENTION AND I'M NOT GETTING IT!!! I WANT A MAN!!!!!! I NEED SOME GOOD LOVIN'!!!!:-P
current mood: hot
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5:10 pm
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Im drink ant its only 5...I wifh ny mom was here
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